Posted by Kaya on 2014/12/25 under Uncategorized It’s December 24, of 2014 and the year is almost over. I have accomplished much, gained much, and lost much all within this beautiful, heartbreaking year. I can only ever hope to accomplish, and gain more and what I have lost within the new one. This is my first journal entry and everyone keeps asking me what exactly I wish for this Christmas and really it isn’t money or anything physical. All I want this Christmas is love. From family, friends…from a guy. And I know it’s clique but..I’m ready to be in a relationship with someone. Whether or not it’s long or short-just as long as it’s real and loving and powerful-however long it last. I don’t know why this feeling is so strong right now…maybe it’s because I lost someone very dear to me this past year and I need someone to fill that void. I have gained many friends towards the end of this year and that’s amazing and all but…I want something more and maybe that’s it. One year-about 3 years ago, a woman who read my palm told me I would begin to date in 4 years. Is 2015 my time? Will I finally find someone who I like and he actually feel the same back? To have him call me “his” publicly and privately? For someone to put his arm around me and tell me just the touch of our skin on skin makes his heart just miles high? What year will that finally be? And what year exactly will I gain my best friend back? We’ve only ever got time. Merry Christmas. -Feeling incomplete.
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Merry Christmas to you as well~
You never know what is really in store for you, so who knows? Maybe you will. 🙂 Even if you don’t, that’s alright. Maybe that sensation you’re having isn’t just you wanting to be with someone-maybe your overwhelming feelings means that something amazing is going to happen.
Have a wonderful 2015.